Dear Me, I love you.

Dear Me,

I love you. Broken. Bruised. Insecure. Scared. These are the things that eventually made you who you are.

Once a blank muse and now a beautiful creation. A masterpiece if you will.

Who knew that within your years of living, you would have gone through so m2016-05-31-16-42-36uch to mold you into who you have become today.

It wasn’t always roses and beautiful sunsets, yet dark clouds and storms all the way around.

Cold nights and empty spaces.

Cold nights and empty heart.

Lost and confused not sure of what to do.

You made it. You’ve grown.

I love you.

I love you because you are smart. Intelligent. Important. Someone who may have fallen down 10 times, but stood up twice that.

I love you because in-spite of the negativity that may come your way, you choose to fight on. You choose to be prosperous in the middle of the storm.

Although things may not always be easy, you make a way to push through and let nothing stop you.

You are strong. You are more than a conqueror. A concrete rose if you will.

I love you, continue to fight on.

Love,

Me.

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New Journey

I’m BACK ! It’s been a while since I have posted anything. Maybe about a month or so. I had to take some time to gather my thoughts, get my life back on track and regain the strength that I lost for a moment. Within the last month, I have been doing good, but … a few things in the midst of that time slowed me down a bit. I lost focus and let people and “things” get in the way. I really had to sit back, think and get my mind back to where it needed to be in order to move on to this next journey in my life.

A few months ago, I turned 25. WHAT A GREAT FEELING ! Now, when people generally turn 25 … they say their life is over, it’s time to start a family, etc .. but .. in reality, in MY reality life has JUST begun.

For 25, I have done AMAZING things to get to where I am now. Where I come from, many don’t make it, but I did. I was reading an article the other day about 25 things to do/have before 25 and as I read it, I could do nothing but smile because out of all 25 things on that list, I did/had 24. That’s a DAMN good feeling. I think honestly, that just pushed me to do and want more for myself.

The next chapter in my life is very important. Although I have had a few ups and downs lately, that is not going to stop me from what I am doing and where I want to go. I CAN say that within this last month of I guess you can call it “soul searching” I’ve found out a lot of things, and I have learned a lot of things about myself and that feels good.

I am ready for this journey. I am ready to see if I can do everything on my list by next year. I’m sure that If I was able to move across the state, graduate college, lose weight, etc … what I have planned next will be a piece of cake !

Don’t believe me … Just WATCH !

– A