I just wanna scream I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU ! … BUT ….
I can’t !
Those are the words that replay in my head day in AND day out.
I finally came to the conclusion that I do Love him but I can’t say it to him just yet… then again I can … but … nah, I can’t.
How do you express this unexpected feeling that just crept upon me ? How do you tell someone you Love them without losing them and them leaving?
Is that a risk that I am willing to take ? … Risk losing everything for that ONE word that has a deeper meaning day by day ?
Maybe it’s a risk that I should be willing to take instead of bottling up my feelings … holding everything in and damn near about to go insane.
I mean … should I get a dozen roses and pick them off of the stem like in the movies? “He loves me, he loves me not, He loves me” … and just go for it ?
L.O.V. E … that UNEXPECTED LOVE …
Let me break it down for ya …
L.O.V.E . UNEXPECTED LOVE
That’s what I want it to be. Rock for him and he for me.
Let’s reverse that …
UNEXPECTED LOVE.. L.O.V.E.
See what I did there ? …
I could go on and on for the reasons I Love him … but I’ll be discreet
The way he looks at me like I am the only one in the world.
The way he hugs me and holds me tight.
The way he is there and reminds me that everything will be alright.
The way he kisses my lips cool as a summer breeze
His swag, his talent, his fire for life … just puts my mind, body and soul at ease
UNEXPECTED LOVE. L.O.V.E
I say unexpected because I didn’t “EXPECT” to feel this way so soon… after a previous heartbreak I said … won’t ever fall again for any type of fool …
but he is different…a rare type of breed. A man, a real man, that makes me weak at the knees.
Holding myself together until the time is right … trust and believe that in the end … Love will be mine.
LOVE. UNEXPECTED. L.O.V.E.