From the outside looking in, you can only assume what one is going through unless they tell you. Often, I sit and ponder , sometimes I even find myself questioning God. I know that I shouldn’t do this, but I do. I somewhat wonder why do people have things I don’t , why is it taking so long for me to to get to where I want to be ? Day in and day out I work hard to get somewhere but yet, I find myself not having as much as the next person. I know that I shouldn’t even put this upon myself to question, but I do. I know a lot of people do.
You look on T.V and see all of these reality shows and people making names for themselves, getting “famous” over night for making a fool of themselves on T.V. I, have a college degree and work a 9-5, actually want to make a name for myself in a good way BUT YET, I do not have that.
What do you do when you see all of these people with the things you feel they do not deserve ? I guess in reality, you can’t do anything. Be thankful for what you do have and be patient and know that your time is coming.
I want so much for myself, I want it all. When will my time come ?